Little Fish in a Super Big Pond!!!

I mean, this is just super tough. I didn't realize trying to be such a big deal was such hard work. I mean I don't even know where to begin. That is why it has taken me so long to post on here. But I did get a super cool post on my last entry. However, i do not know who posted it, so we'll call her "deli lady". Deli Lady said she could just feel that I was an actor. I must be doing something right, or I just have the "it factor". I'd like to think is the latter. So deli lady has a friend who has a friend who once had an appointment with an agent. Its all about connections, getting in with the right "peeps", hanging with the right "possie"...or so thats what i hear. So if I can somehow meet deli lady again, find out who that friend of that other friend is, then talk to that friend about what agent they once met with, then I am in good shape. OH MAN ITS ALL STARTING TO COME TOGETHER!!! Sorry for being so negative earlier, I know I need to be positive. My 2nd cousins sisters aunt once told me, "life is a marathon, not a sprint...so slow down, walk it out, or you'll pull a butt muscle, then your really screwed." Such good advice. Well, I better get going, I need to find deli lady.

HOLLYWOOD!!!!!

I finally made it. HOLLYWOOD HERE I AM!!!! I never thought I would make it. My family came to the states when I was young to start a rug business. All my life I have been so in love with Hollywood and the entertainment world. I always told my Ma, "im going to be a star one day ma." She would pinch my cheek and smile, never saying a word. I knew she thought I was a dreamer, just like everyone else. Well, Im here to tell you Im not like everyone else. I am going to make it. I got here a few weeks ago, but had to find a place to live. I slept in my 1989 chevy cavalier for 2 weeks until i found my spot in Hollywood. I live in an apartment just off Hollywood Blvd and Fairfax. I mean, if I'm being honest, I feel sooo cool just saying that I live in Hollywood. I feel like I've already made it, ahhhhh it feels good! Oh yea, I forgot to tell you, I got a job at a restaurant here in town. I had to bc it is silly expensive here to live. I work at Jerrys Deli as a server. It didnt start off very well. I was so excited for my tables to ask me what I do so I could tell them that I'm an actor bc duh, its the raddest thing ever. I seem to get the same response from everyone, "arent all waiters wannabe actors." I kinda feel like giving people that say that a roundhouse kick. It stings the heart strings a little bit. I mean Im not everyone. I'll show them, I'm different, I'm a superstar, I'm Vigo!!!

I need to start going on auditions, but I am not sure what I want to do. I also need to get an agent. HONESTLY, HOW COOL DOES THAT SOUND? I'm going to have an agent. hahahahaha, gosh i love HOLLYWOOD. Any suggestions on what type of stuff I should go for? Talk to you tomorrrrrrow..........